Until, until, until...

but wait, there is no until...


i dont believe in angels. and im still debating the existence of heaven... but this is based on a dream my aunt told me and my cousin about many years ago. She had died and was sitting on a cloud watching the earth, telling herself "until until until..." and then realized that she was gone forever, there was no until. and of course the moral of her story was to hold onto life and cherish it for as long as possible.



As i said before, i dont believe in angels. I dont believe we sit on top of bright clouds and have big feathery wings and look down on the earth from that place called heaven after our demise, but i still liked the idea of her story. Ive had this in my head since she told it to us, probably 5-6 years ago but could never get it down right. it's still not down right, but its better than nothing, so here it is.


Looking back on what i've typed so far, i sound really sad... or not sad, but cold and grey, like the picture. but im not! im actually very pleased with life right now but i wont bore you with details on that subject till my journal...


done in 2, maybe 3 hours (but who keeps track anymore?) in adobe photoshop elements
art (c) me (but who would want to steal it?)